hey babe its already the fourth day you're away and i can feel the lost. although I know its temporary, it kinda affect me. I've been a good girl here, I went for my appointment and stayed home to keep safe as how you wanted. I miss how you checked on me even when you cant company me as you have your duties in camp. I miss having you around, miss how you made me smile miss how i laugh over your jokes, miss how you tell me that you love me. your long kisses on my forehead babe. counting the days you're are back in my arms.

I love you that much. x

Celebrated the two most important day in my life w the boy.

A little bit too late but happy new year,this is my second time celebrating new year with you and i'm hoping to many more years inshalla amin.

The boy has to go brunei for 3 wks or less,send him to the airprt and glad that he touch down in brunei safely. Well we were suppposed to be uncontactabe but he will always find his ways thts how mucb love I see in him. I almost lost it when he bid his goodbye at the gate to assemble where he'll leave me and his family. I cant get my eyes over him as he went off. But all i wanted was for him to touchdown safely there and back here in sg. and the whole of him back when he comes home. Quite worried for his leg actually but he's still going for the team. Hoping that he will be fine down there.

Moving on I am one proud girlfriend that my boyfriend got ranked up from normal recruit to Lance corporal (LCP) and finally to Corparal (CPL). I'm none other than a proud girlf because i always have faith in you and you are one smartboy.

I will pray for a safe return and will wait for you love,X

This is probably the first post for 2014.

2013 have ended with a blink of an eye, I still can't believe that a year has passed on.

I lose, I gain I survived I cope w my fears. few things have happened to me that made me realise how important one life and safety is. Not to mention, an accident happened to me late of 2013 30th of october. 

My all time fav bestfriends, I couldnt find any friends as true as them. I wish that if they happen to read this, they'll know how much they really mean to me. Always got my back for sure,wherever I am. As mentioned, i was warded and they were the ones who showed so much concern and hoping for my fast recovery. Too dearly for me to even get my hands typing here. Thanks for companying me shower for being a total sweetheart while I wsa in there. For the cards to the bear to the ballon to the flower and lastly for their prayers. Again, I couldn't find any friends who's true enough all this years. Love you three more than anything.

He is the most important person throughout my stay my operation in the hospital.

And the first person in my mind.

He was also the one who gathered and settle about the people who came to visit.

But most importantly he was the one who I needed most. I did my best in the operation room because you ensure me i'll be alright, you send me off to the opertion room while i laid off  getting pushed to do my operation. You waited 8 hours, you make your way to the hospital even when you are not allowed to do that. You fought for me with your incharge sargent and all the above ranks in camp so that you'll be able to make your way down for me. You are by far the most amazing person i've met.

Thank you for visiting me before you book in to camp staying with me the whole time you could even when you have to travel to and fro having lack of rest.

 

 

Thank you for bringing me food when the food in the hospital werent good,

 

                                                                           

 Thank you for the endless love.

And then I still remember when we teared with each other holding on to each other palm, when I was too scared to face everything, Thank you for lifting this spirit up for staying for still treating me the same. I can never explained how thamkful I was to be having someone who means this much.

I love every single get well soon gift cards balloon fruits everything and it made my day in there happier. thank you too for everyone else who came to visit. Making their way to the hospital that may causedso much trouble. thank you colleagues friends and probably the nurses there,x