I'll make this short cusxz I cant bring myself to explain what i'm feeling.
Apart from leaving people for the best or for what I deserved. I've been cheated been lied been left been made use of. Because I realise I simply let people in my life. My mistake.
I'm sorry I had my attitude on you, I cant just bring myself to what happened. I've given you the trust the love the care the whole lot of time when you were around even when I dont call myself your own. It tears me apart that the fact that this time, I'm being so mean. So mean that I dont even care about the other party feelings. It tears me apart that I felt cheated again. Again again again. It tears me apart that I'm not myself anymore, I dont understand people anymore. Because whenever I did they give all the bullshit. I then realise why girls are so mean why girls gets angry easily. I know I've thrown so much attitude on you. It tears me apart that when I trust someone they always give me a reason to not too. The unconditional love I put up on put up for just so you can feel. But I just cant look at things the same way. I made up my mind cause I dont think i'll be able to make things better. To be strong enuf to recover the pain& bring back happiness. I'm making my distance cause I dont think i'll be happy, YOU'LL BE HAPPY. Cause I can never bring back myself I can never pretend evrything was fine, I can never put up my strong front I can never ever ever afford for another mistake to happen to me. Just so you know I'm doing this for the best, for the both of us. Either way I dont any of us to be unhappy. I sure am gonna miss you. I sure am. Cuszx you bring so much smiles so much happiness so much laughter. Things will take time but believe me you'll be fine you got my prayers.
I'm sorry i'm this mean, I've given so much to lose myself.
Xoxo.